Happy Chinese New Year to everyone..feel odd that there are friends wish me though I'm not technically a pure Chinese girl..lol..But anyway,thanks people..love you guys..Sadly,there's no angpau for me..Must find victims for the next Chinese new year..lol..I did nothing for the whole day..enjoying my holiday as usual..The only thing that I did was went for a malay wedding in Taiping..That is my first time going to a malay wedding that is pretty far..haha..anyway,too bad that I could not see the solar eclipse..it's alright,next time perhaps..lol..gosh,I need to start my assignment and study tomorrow..sigh..but it's alright,because I would get myself ready for next week..hehe.. =P
Could anyone just kill me?..I hate this feeling..feeling helpless and being hopeless..I am feeling hopeless because I couldn't do anything..I am feeling helpless because I am in this all alone..I have done what I could,I have done everything what ever things that they want me to..I am not given the chance to do what I really want for myself..why can't anybody let me do it?..Am I that stupid to do any judgement?..How could not they feel what i feel?..Don't they care about what I feel right now?..How could they just leave me hanging here?..It's the worst feeling that you could ever feel..feeling torn in between two,with the ones that you love..I guess both of them are still stubborn and only see what they want to see..Don't they see that who is the most suffering here?..i have been crying the whole day till now..It hurts so badly..just pray that I could still stand on my feet again..
I’m all fresh for this week since I have just adjusting myself back to the college life. So, there should be no more holidays mood for me..lol..All lessons have started and going very fast indeed. There is no more LRT for us because it is going to be a Bullet Train from now onwards..phew..Hmm, I find the subject that I am taking is kinda challenging. The subjects are waves,vibration and optics (ZCT 103), modern physics (ZCT 104),Geology 2 (ZGT 162),Geo Lab (ZGT 192), Arabic Language (LAA 100),Bahasa Melayu (LKM 400) and Ethnic Studies (SHE).All together are 19 units but however it is like 23 units. Because I took Arabic Language which is extra 2 hours and 2 hours more for religion classes (optional). Besides that I took swimming classes for fun..yippie!! So, it is 25 units now..haha..An addition to my units that is piling up, I am elected to be the project director. It is regarding the leadership Camp and towards sustainability. It is kinda cool cuz it is leadership and awareness of the environment..hehe.. And ya, not to forget, of the EKSPEN project..It is a project named Education Expo..I am pointed to be in charge of the book.Gosh,it’s tiring..
It has been 13 days of war in Gaza and there is no sign that it will end any sooner..is this the world that we want to live in?..Where there is no place to stay,and there is no one that we could hang on to?..Afraid,Hunger,Pain,Lost and Sorrow..just name it,all of these feelings at the same time?..Why the world has to be this way?..Why are they so mean towards these people?..
Let us all pray to those victims that have lost their family,to those who are suffering,and to those who lives in fear and pain..God,please save their lives,and give them strength to live..
As for us out there,since we are not capable of helping them that much,please show your support towards world peace..Petitions,aids,funds,demonstration and other things to show that you care and concern about them..thank you..